My instincts.
Do you remember when I told you the image of us packing food and dining by the beach?
I said at the end that : I hope it'll work out.
That's a part of my six sense.
And it really didn't work out
I just had this feeling that it was too nice to come true. Haha, don't ask me why.
But at that time, I was really happy about it.
Imagination can bring happiness to me.
Then I thought about how my imagination has changed.
Indeed nowadays, I don't have those thoughts I always had when I was a child.
Those fantasy, colourful, alice in the wonderland kind where there will be papa bear, mama bear and baby bear.
I looked out of the bus and realised that all I can see is all that I see. In reality. Just feel that it's a loss to be unable to imagine things anymore. Somehow, being too shortsighted or blinded?
When I was small I would press my ears on the floor to try and listen to the ants. I believed that there's a kingdom underground made of tunnels and ant workers climbing on ladders( imagine those Egyptians' cave drawings, that colour) You get my drift.
Today, Toto said sth which I noted down in my heart. When you make the decision, your future is already determined.( Waah.. toto, see I write until you seem so chim! Haha!) Hmm... To be honest I don't know where my future lies but I'll try out all the ways and means Ican and see where I'll end up:)
Ok and just to let me rmb. On sunday when the pastor preached about a verse in proverbs, he didn't mention the chapter nor the verse. I decided to try and flip the bible to let my grandma read it. Woah! When I flipped the pages, it was right there. I think we were really meant to read the verse:)
lol, did i really say smth that chim, i dun even rmb saying it :p haha! hope u come back from m'sia soooon, IM FINALLY ENDING MY TORTURE TMR~ WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
Posted by: LAO YING (GRILLED TOTORO) | 11/22/2009 at 09:44 PM